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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

a l0ng p0st d0esn't mean i'm pissed..

Yesterday m0rning…

Bl0ckmate 1: bevz an0ng sabi ni d0ctri? Nam0ve ba?
Bevz: di k0 alam eh..di pa nman nya k0 tinetext…

..several h0urs after..

blockmate 2: bevz an0ng sabi ni d0ctri?
Bevz: sabi nya di pa raw nya xur kce di pa nya naka2usap si d0c v..kung wala man taung class sa Saturday magpa2ss pa rin tau..at may naisip pa xa..bka magactivity na lang daw tau..
Blockmate 2: huh?!..s0bra nman!

And then we were all disappointed. I guess workaholics really have the tendency to pass on their enjoyment for stress. I don’t have the faintest idea; as of now, as to how I will manage the piling projects assigned to us before this semester ends. I hate to complain, but there’s nothing left to do. As what Ayen have said: “pwedeng magreklamo, pero di pwedeng sumuko.” Crap! I wish I can do both.

12:30 p.m-M Faculty Room

Doc Tri: Ano ba kasing pinipilit niyo?
Kae: Monday na lang p0 un submissi0n.
Bevz: 0nga p0 khit 7:30 p0 ng umaga
Doc Tri: Pano un mga nagma2sters? Naku. Cge na nga.

Haha! Good always triumph over evil! We can always get what we want, when we know when and where to hit the right buttons. Doc Tri is the living proof that even rigid professors can bend their schedule a bit to accommodate a little room for their students to breathe. I always have the position of liking and disliking her at the same time, but at this very moment I can only say…PAKISS NGA DOC TRI!..waha3!=)

It’s funny when you get to see your life transpiring in another person’s stories. Perhaps, that thing about soul mates is true. I’m not an advocate of paranormal or pseudo-science or whatever you call it, there’s just this thing about connection. It’s not the romantic stuffs that you see on the movie screens. No. That’s not what I’m talking about. It’s the platonic feeling of having someone to talk to, and then realizing that what happened to you had also happened to her but some things are just twisted so you won’t have the exact same experience. Interpersonal relationship would tell you that people have a need for affiliation, so maybe that is the reason why I can easily disclose myself to her. Although she keeps on telling me that she has no future in counseling, but I’m seeing the exact opposite. Sorry girl for disapproving your better judgment..haha! I can talk to her for hours without getting tired of talking and listening and laughing and crying and mumbling. She always sees the other side and that’s good because from time to time I need to have a devil’s advocate by my side (evil grin).

This goes for all the people that I encounter everyday. I would like to apologize if I am being crappy nowadays. It means that I am too preoccupied with a lot of stuffs; things that you may know and know nothing about, that I tend to oversee the good side of having a tedious lifestyle. Pardon me if I say things that contradict your opinions and beliefs. I am molded to be blunt; I was raised and known that way. Changes don’t happen overnight. I am exerting effort, but sometimes it’s not enough. If you were hurt in some way or another with what I said; forget about it, that doesn’t matter to me. I just said that matter-of-factly. I don’t take it against you or your capabilities so you shouldn’t be doing that to yourself either. That’s illogical when you know you’re dealing with me. Forgive me if I tend to be childish at times, that’s because I want to feel that I am being taken care of. I do most of the nurturing and mature things in the groups that I belong to, so don’t get surprised if I want to unleash the child within me. It’s hard to be strong and stoic always, being childish is just my own way of releasing tension and stress. Don’t get annoyed because it doesn’t happen everyday, and you’ll miss it once it’s gone.

One last thing, I’ll be doing my intensive counseling tomorrow!!! Wish me luck!!=)

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