th0ughts are made t0 be expressed...
w0rds written succumb individuality...
cynicism is m0st welc0me,,but be prepared f0r the resp0nsibilities therein...
n0t every0ne is end0wed with the gift 0f writing...
but every0ne can try...
f0r w0rds are the best expressi0n,,0f what is hidden in man's hazy percepti0n...
It's nice to wake up in the morning when all your worries are gone; when you can just enjoy your day, without thinking about the things or events that have stressed you the most. Pardon my sappiness, I'm just happy as of the moment…^_^ well. Yes school is still getting the hell out of me. That's why I haven't been on line for a couple of weeks now. I've been reading a lot, and writing a lot. But even though that's the case, I'm still ok.
Things may not come as easy as they should. I realized that now. Yes, it WAS painful, difficult even life wrenching to some extent. But then, if you were able to grasp the reason why it all happened, then you will be able to move on; stronger, tougher, and wiser than before. And being too damn scared of getting hurt is the lamest excuse that a person can give. How did I know? I was there before. And I tell you, it's no fun. Well, some people may raise their eyebrows at you, some may condemn you, some may smile at you and some may support you. I know the opinion of others gravely affect us. But that should not hinder us from doing the things that we want; especially if it entails our happiness. I just realized it now, minding other people's opinion so much is a self inflicted pain. Hehe. And dwelling too much about the future is not a big help either. It will either leave you helpless or afraid. Seizing the present moment, as they have come to exist is the right way to live.
Forgive me for writing this. As I have said, I'm just happy...^_^
There are a lot of things that I should be writing about. Hell, I was so busy for the past few days that events just keep on popping out for me to write. But I'll tell you about them some other time. The only thing that I could tell you is that; going to the national library again is a big no-no for me. That would be my last resort for whatever paper that I might be writing in the future. Damn that place!..Haha!
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; F O R E V E R C H A N G I N G ;
:) BEVERLY a.k.a bEvz, bEbanG, kUTing, LeN
:) a juni0r at St.Sch0lastica's c0llege taking up BS-MGT Psychology
:) 21st 0f N0v.1986 was the day my parents were given their sweetest femenin0..he2..
:) i can be y0ur bestest[if such w0rd d0 exist..]best friend, and y0ur nastiest enemy he2..
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; S M I L EF O R M E ;
:) fruitella raspberry!..
:) beaches and windy aftern0ons...
:) sp0ntane0us activities and c0nstant fl0w 0f ideas...
:) pill0ws and c0mfy bed
:) b0oks and a quiet place t0 daydream..he2..
; H O L D I N GO N ;
:) t0 w0rld peace..waha3!
:) the day i'll meet m0ther theresa..
:) t0 skates, skating, figure skating
:) t0 see the end 0f the rainb0w..[yah right!]
:) t0 learn and speak french fluently..[dream 0n!]