[THERE'S M0RE WITHIN]

<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/22937983?origin\x3dhttp://bevz0311.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

Saturday, April 01, 2006

>>am i l0vely and d0 y0u l0ve me c0z<<

“Will be pleased world if this is what you wanted,
This young girl is everything that you've made.
What would you say?”

I'll be nice. I'm a mature person dealing with a self-absorbed bi*tc*.

Why do some people fret t0o much on popularity? Will it kill them if they dress with shirts that are not branded? Will they be ostracized if they haven't been to the most in- clubs and restaurants? Why become a social climber? Do friendship, acceptance, trust and loyalty not count? You wasted so much dearie. We were all there to support you, we let your faults and shortcomings pass. We tried to help you in every way that we can. We made your life easy. But you were the one who made things complicated. We do not study in a premier institution just to showcase all the things that we can buy, and all the places that we have been to. We study, because we want to succeed in life. We study, because we want to have a secure future. We study, so that eventually we'll have the things that we can't buy and go places. Well yes, we do envy girls who can afford everything. But that is not a reason for us to pretend to be like them. We are all accepted aren't we? There were no standards set. What happened? I don't know, maybe you drifted away to some place that made you the way you are now. I'm sorry but all our trust faded away. You failed us. I can't say that there's always a next time.

Hooray! End of comfort zone. My summer class starts tomorrow. Well I am excited for the reason that I have something productive to do this summer, and my wallet will not go dry.ha3! Though my only problem lies in waking up at 5:30 every morning, when all the people here are still in the solace of their dream lands. It's funny because I'm really getting serious with my studies. Oh well, I'm not that young anymore. I have to be a responsible adult in the future, so it's good to start now.ha3!

BTW, I am glad because we are able to retain our block. And we survived four consecutive semesters. There were a lot of problems encountered because of our pre-major, and of course statistics. Nonetheless, we still made it. I know next sem will not be that easy anymore [as if the last one is a no-brainer. Blech!. It was friggin hard already!] I just hope we can all make it to the final cut. And another thing, I was able to retain my grades for the dean's list. So happy! Forget all the sleepless nights, the fights over senseless projects. The money stashing, and all the complaints for doing almost ¾'s of the paper. It’s all worth it. At least I was able to get my pay-off. I still have to do better next time. Aim for 3.7? ha3!

+ sEnTimEntS p0uReD 0uT +
10:41 PM

|