th0ughts are made t0 be expressed...
w0rds written succumb individuality...
cynicism is m0st welc0me,,but be prepared f0r the resp0nsibilities therein...
n0t every0ne is end0wed with the gift 0f writing...
but every0ne can try...
f0r w0rds are the best expressi0n,,0f what is hidden in man's hazy percepti0n...
I am not a saint, and sad to say I was not born to be one. I get mad, irritated, angry and grumpy sometimes. And I do understand that some people were just born to be insensitive. I don't know, but I have always been patient and understanding of others' shortcomings and faults. I don't get mad easily and as much as possible I remain calm under stressful circumstances. But now I believe that every thing has its own limitations, even patience. No matter how hard I try to let it pass and to bury the hatchet, I just can't. I can't accept the fact that I am being tortured by someone who does not have; in any way, the right to bring me agony. I am being sappy here, but that is what I'm feeling right now. A big big loser. Why are we created to inflict pain to other people? Is it for us to understand the fleeting feeling of happiness and experience lifetime anguish? Nah. I have to think positively about this. After all there are other outlets that need my utmost attention. Laugh. Smile. Drop. Forget. Right. Time will tell, and eventually heal. Fate can't do everything f0r me. I can work this out by living at the present moment. Not sticking to past memories might be a great help. Our past should be relished, not something to be pouted at.
As f0r vanity's debut. I really had fun; eating at jabee's wearin' a f0rmal dress, chatting until wee hours of the morning. Not sleeping at all.ha3!.And of course the dancing m0ment [ehem!]. ha3! That was a wonderful experience for me. And I did wish that we don't have to part ways. I don't understand why time flies so fast when you're having fun..right eh?..i h0pe I'll be able to spend time again with th0se weird0s..ha3!..Beautiful, w0nderful and funny pe0ple. Definitely 0ne 0f a kind..hi3!
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; F O R E V E R C H A N G I N G ;
:) BEVERLY a.k.a bEvz, bEbanG, kUTing, LeN
:) a juni0r at St.Sch0lastica's c0llege taking up BS-MGT Psychology
:) 21st 0f N0v.1986 was the day my parents were given their sweetest femenin0..he2..
:) i can be y0ur bestest[if such w0rd d0 exist..]best friend, and y0ur nastiest enemy he2..
:) y0u can send me y0ur th0ughts at: bevz_0311@yahoo.com
; S M I L EF O R M E ;
:) fruitella raspberry!..
:) beaches and windy aftern0ons...
:) sp0ntane0us activities and c0nstant fl0w 0f ideas...
:) pill0ws and c0mfy bed
:) b0oks and a quiet place t0 daydream..he2..
; H O L D I N GO N ;
:) t0 w0rld peace..waha3!
:) the day i'll meet m0ther theresa..
:) t0 skates, skating, figure skating
:) t0 see the end 0f the rainb0w..[yah right!]
:) t0 learn and speak french fluently..[dream 0n!]